‘Brave New World VI[B]’
By Mia-Jane Harris
I’m sad. And tired. I’ve had a good few days - so much better than I have been - but I think I’m crashing now. I can’t keep up. Thought that it would be ok, what with settling back into work and being able to get exercise in and starting to read books again and all that stuff that’s technically good but I’m still falling apart. I was just pushing it away. Still end up curled up in bed crying. But hey, I had a good few days, right? I was sociable and friendly and outgoing yesterday, and I wore a new dress and I thought it looked ok on me. Work went well today, and I met the managers and they don’t seem to hate me. That should count for something, but I don’t know that it does.