I feel like such a grown-up. Yesterday I called HMRC and sorted out my tax codes so now they’re right. Today I emailed someone at uni to check that he will act as my professional advisor and registered with PEDR and started filling out my record. I’m meeting with one of the directors on Friday - this is a positive thing, for all that it might be difficult. I booked a doctor’s appointment. I turned down an extra shift at my other work. Check me.