Right now I’m happy and at ease and feeling a little bit silly. It may or may not be related to the fact that I only had a couple of hours of sleep last night. Still, it’s rather lovely.
Dream in which dark plastic wires are drawn out of my skin, first one and then more and more.
Dream in which I am pregnant, the baby girl inside me has a name. I lie on wheeled hospital bed and hide my face, hide from all the voices of the doctors around me.
Dream in which I travel through caves. I ride a bicycle across a wooden bridge, walk in dark woods.
Calm. Calm in my mind. Can’t sleep this afternoon (unlike yesterday) so concentrating on moving forward. Prepping in my head for doctor’s tomorrow, letting myself be distracted by work, staying calm.
I just an architecture dream for the first time in a long time. Not sure why I came up with a dance school/theatre on the west coast of Scotland, but… it was lovely, and enchanting, and exciting.
It’s all still there. I can do it. It’s going to be ok. I can still dream places into being.