Day 10
trigger warning: eating disorders
food: blah. Miscellaneous bits in a rough attempt to eat enough. So: a piece of toast. Later stuffed pasta and a cupcake. Later soy sausage rolls. Then my housemate made dinner and so I had half a huge spanish omelette.
company: Phone call from the poet, and one from the climber. Texts to purplegirl. Spent some time with my housemate in the evening.
work: nothingness
activity: listened to music. Lay on my bed. Went to art therapy. Came home, wandered vaguely into food shops on the way back but didn’t buy anything. Lay on my bed. Went downstairs, curled up on the sofa.
rest: 1am-7.30am ish? Plus an hour resting on my bed before art and an hour or two afterwards.
feeling: very far away, distant. Out of it. Slow, remote. (Is this dissociation?) Vision sometimes compromised. Intrusive thoughts in the morning but they faded away. Not many words.
mood: 5? 4 at times?
