May 2012
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Day 9
trigger warning: ED/eating patterns, self-harm
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food: maybe not as much as I should have. Had breakfast, and some lunch at 3.30-ish, and a late dinner. All small but ok.
company: went over to see the athlete for a bit. Texts to purplegirl, phone calls from the poet; the climber came over in the evening.
work: yes, haha! Only in the evening - started at maybe 5? - but making...
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Day 8
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food: sensible, if small meals (offset by two chocolate brownies in the afternoon)
company: housemate around a bit. texts to various people.
work: intended, but.
activity: met with cpn. distracted myself online. watched dull programmes. listened to music. cried. spent the day in or on my bed.
rest: slept sometime til 9am (though I awoke at 6 and 8)
feeling: distant,...
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Day 7
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food: it’s all good
company: the poet first thing, and my father in the morning & at dinner. Texts to sistergirl, the climber, and purple.
work: no
activity: gathered stuff from home, sorted the sistergirl’s graduation gift, my dad drove us here. Unloaded stuff, dropped by studio, went for a walk for two or three hours. Ate out.
rest: slept 11pm - 7am...
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Day 6
trigger warning: maybe ed
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food: normal meals, but elements of restriction
company: my father and the poet in the evening, and a couple of brief conversations with fifth years in the morning.
work: no
activity: packed/organised/tidied, went into uni. Library time until the year meeting. Wandered around on my way to the station. Free drawing on the train home.
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Day 5
trigger warning: ed/eating patterns
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food: strange snack breakfast, decent lunch, no dinner
company: met up and caught up with a close friend from my old year; texts to sistergirl and the climber
work: no, haven’t really cared
activity: listened to music, lay on the roof, did washing loads, washed/showered, changed my sheets, wandered towards the city and sat in the sun...
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“I guess it’s a comfort, perhaps a sense of self control, doing worse damage to...”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via betterthanmangoeven, phoenizx) (via thebonepalaceballet) (via nyx-nb) (via notreeawaits) (via thatqueergirlandhersunflowers)
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Are you feeling better now?
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on tumblr: guys we need to have a serious discussion about the erasure of nonbinary trans* people
in real life: ok, I guess I have to explain to my entire class how "feminist" is not an insult
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Day 3
trigger warning: self-harm related stuff
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food: pretty normal, plus cookies
company: housemate and housemate’s boyfriend, plus various text/email exchanges
work: still no.
activity: sat on the roof, drew, listened to music. Went to art therapy. Internets, watched an A&E documentary, made plans to go home next week, lay in bed and listened to my thoughts for a couple...
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such-heights:
SPAAAACE
unpopular opinions
cats: secret rulers of the universe
hipster anti-colonialism!
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HAS A ROBOT ARM
either this or i’m going to have another nap
i can never quit you!
gwen is also batman
her perfect face
this tumblr is turning into all karen gillan all the time apparently
so this will end well for everyone involved
Haha, love.
cities
heart me
all these...
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“I found I could say things with color and shapes that I couldn’t say any other...”
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Day 2
trigger warning: food record, self harm
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food: toast; salad; scotch pancakes; sandwich and cookie and apple
company: texts to the poet, the climber, and sistergirl; saw colleagues at work
work: haha, no.
activity: internets, graphed quadratics in my head (just because), worked a four hour shift, bought some food but not sensibly, sat on the roof
rest: 14 hours (9pm - 8am;...
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Moodblogging
Day 1
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food: salad for lunch; chocolate biscuits just now; garlic bread.
company: an hour or so talking comfortably with my housemate, plus silly emails to one friend and a couple of texts to another
work: a little bit, but not really focussed
activity: watched a bit of tv, listened to music, lay on the roof, went to the shops and wandered around being distracted. Can’t seem...
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stuck in studio →
designlikeyougiveafuck:
kinda the best thing ever haha
niiiice
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Things
I know that if I don’t get this stuff down I’ll lose at least some of it when I next come to talk to my cpn, so.
trigger warnings: eating disorders maybe, self-harm
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not being hungry. Or not caring about food. Leaving meals half way through. Not being able to comprehend the relationship between ingredients and outcome. Sort of meaningless.
work seems irrelevant....
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